Took a mid-day shower and put on a velvet shirt.
I was given the day off today, much appreciated.
Tomorrow it will be Friday & I'll head to Venice.
It was my favorite city when I visited Italy 4 years ago.
I'm hoping it will serve me well yet again.
I sent a message to my old college professor today.
It's been over a year since we spoke.
Feels nice to re-connect.
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I'm naturally a trusting person.
I see the good in people and have hope.
I believe in the code of honor and respect.
Today I realize its more important that I understand all of that for myself.
Never thought about it like that before.
Am making a conscious effort to trust, have hope, believe in, honor and respect myself.
And to love. To love myself.
Do that and everything else will fall into place.
I chose to leave home for 3.5 months, and now I'm finding out how difficult it is.
Not good. Not bad. Just a choice that I've made and am living with.
(photos by Lucilla Bellini & my photo booth.)
"To have a solid character is to have a long and tried experience of life's disillusions and misfortunes. Then it is a question of desiring constantly or not at all" - Stendhal
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